It's silly that I'm saying this already, but I am seriously counting down the days till I move back home. Only 219! *Sigh* That feels forever away. (mom and dad probably feel differently, but I am so ready to move back home already and honestly cannot wait) I miss my mom and dad more than anything. Sunday dinner today was just the three of us and I miss those days. I took for granted having my mom and dad so close when I needed them so badly. I cherish every moment I get to spend with them now, as those days are not so often. I am lucky to live so close to them that I can go see them whenever I want. I couldn't wait to move out and start this college adventure and see what life was like on my own, but I don't like it. I don't like the change. I want to have my mom watching my every move, making sure I do my homework when I need to, and I want to be there to cook for dad on Monday nights (and of course have someone to watch the bachelor with :)! I want to watch movies with mom and dad (or watch one while they sleep on the couch) and play games with them and go for walks. I miss sitting by mom at church every week- church just isn't the same anymore. Moving out made me realize I had life so good. It made me realize that mom and dad really care about me and love me more than anything. It made me realize how much I love them too! Whenever I have a rough day and am missing the parents, I listen to that song mom has on her blog and look at any pictures of them I can find. I just want to be with them! Basically I just want to be back at home. I miss those days :( I can't wait for these next 219 days to be over. I find myself not being able to sleep at night, because I just wish I was home. If gas wasn't so dang expensive I would come home more often than they would be able to handle. Today is just one of those days that I miss my mom and dad a whole lot :(
