While I am feeling so discouraged, I decided I need to be grateful instead. So here I am hopping on the band wagon and listing what I am grateful for till Thanksgiving!
DAY 1:
I am SO very grateful for my best friend. This girl is incredible. Even though we aren't even in the same state anymore, she never fails to make me laugh and always knows just what to say to make me feel better. She is the best friend that anybody could ever have. Living with her was by far the best year of my life. I miss staying up till 4 in the morning with her telling jokes that weren't funny, but laughing endlessly all night anyway. I can't wait to give her the biggest hug ever one year from TODAY!
DAY 2:
These folks. Man, they are amazing! I have the best parents in the whole world! I am so grateful for the constant love and support I get from them. I am grateful that I can call mom at 12 o'clock, after she is already asleep and that she will listen to me while I cry. I am grateful for dad and that he always carries my laundry to my car for me. I love more than anything that I can go home to them every single week and laugh with them all night. I am grateful that they listen to me as I chat for hours on end. I am grateful that they love me and care about me so much!!
DAY 3:
This one is hard. But I truly am very grateful for this boy. Even though my heart is still completely broken, I can't help but think of all the good that came from my relationship with him. The thing I am most grateful for is that he showed me EXACTLY how I want and know I deserve to be treated. I am grateful for the endless happiness that I felt around him, and for how much he truly did care about me.